Tuesday, October 24, 2006
My last post of the month. Soon I be back in camp. This 4 days make me realise alot of things. Almost have destory my ownself. Drink for I'm happy or sad. I should be happy that I have it once, sad that I lost it in other way.
I will over come all the fear, no matter what it cost.
I miss you. Do you?
You'll always be inside my heart, a small part of it has been reserve for you. Never can it be replace.
logged ; 2:48 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
What happening? The world seem so lost. Drink thru your sorrow. Physical pain to emotional pain. Endure the pain? For how long can one hold on.
While typing this blog, I'm serious ill. Cough and Cough. Days passes, getting worse. Did I cough blood out? Almost caught breathless by this cough. Phew~ I'm still alive in front of my computer.
Have I become weak? Timid? Losing myself? Will army bring back my confidence? My dare devil? Walking on the balance bar, leg shiver. Climbing "J Keb" ladder, almost fell to death. I'm scare. Really scare. So wish you can be by my side, hugging me tight, whisper gently.
logged ; 8:56 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
On board the MRT train, travelling down town. She come thru my mind suddenly, wishing she still could be mine.
Bishan station.
A gal wearing yellow top, blue short jeans, carrying a white bag. Feeling told me its was her. Was it her? Or it jus other wild thot.
Pain is so hurting, memory is so torture.
logged ; 8:47 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
Walking out of street, thinking of you. So many dream left in my mind that it can never come true. I close my eyes, I'm with you again. But in the end, I still feel the pain when I think of you. Running away but I cant escape, memory of you everywhere. Take my tomorrow for one yesterday, just to know that I can have you here.
logged ; 11:11 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
My last post of the month. Soon I be back in camp. This 4 days make me realise alot of things. Almost have destory my ownself. Drink for I'm happy or sad. I should be happy that I have it once, sad that I lost it in other way.
I will over come all the fear, no matter what it cost.
I miss you. Do you?
You'll always be inside my heart, a small part of it has been reserve for you. Never can it be replace.
logged ; 2:48 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
What happening? The world seem so lost. Drink thru your sorrow. Physical pain to emotional pain. Endure the pain? For how long can one hold on.
While typing this blog, I'm serious ill. Cough and Cough. Days passes, getting worse. Did I cough blood out? Almost caught breathless by this cough. Phew~ I'm still alive in front of my computer.
Have I become weak? Timid? Losing myself? Will army bring back my confidence? My dare devil? Walking on the balance bar, leg shiver. Climbing "J Keb" ladder, almost fell to death. I'm scare. Really scare. So wish you can be by my side, hugging me tight, whisper gently.
logged ; 8:56 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
On board the MRT train, travelling down town. She come thru my mind suddenly, wishing she still could be mine.
Bishan station.
A gal wearing yellow top, blue short jeans, carrying a white bag. Feeling told me its was her. Was it her? Or it jus other wild thot.
Pain is so hurting, memory is so torture.
logged ; 8:47 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
Walking out of street, thinking of you. So many dream left in my mind that it can never come true. I close my eyes, I'm with you again. But in the end, I still feel the pain when I think of you. Running away but I cant escape, memory of you everywhere. Take my tomorrow for one yesterday, just to know that I can have you here.
logged ; 11:11 PM